I've had a lot of down time and a lot of alone time lately. The time that hasn't been down time has been super super busy time. It's been tech for Tom Thumb which I'm not involved in and then there were 2 nights of Merchant in a row. I ended up actually going in and working on some random stuff at the theatre and ushered for 2 nights just for some human contact. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with my other completely free days, but since other people aren't going to be in tech, we may be able to do stuff together in the afternoon. It just kinda sucks since I'm completely on my own schedule which doesn't match up with anyone else's. I haven't even seen my suitemate Jenn for longer than a few minutes at a time in I don't know how long--maybe a week? I feel so bad for the rep crew who haven't been home in days. It just seems like cruel and unusual torture. Reminds me of those days at Berkshire when it seemed like life was one big and neverending changeover.
I also don't really want to go out and about in Atlanta by myself. I'm not sure why. I can go through London and Berlin and travel on overnight trains by myself, but somehow going to Midtown Atlanta by myself seems like too much. I have no idea why. It's kinda stupid. I guess I just want someone to share things with at this point. No more loneliness.
I think I'm just going to remain in a constant state of frustration, which I really hate. Float trip tomorrow going tubing on the river--that is, if I can go. It seems like the only way to go is to drive myself the 2 hours there and back. I've been alone and will have like 2 more days off, sorta, after this day, so I don't want to spend it alone. I also don't want to have to drive through Atlanta traffic and pay for that much gas. I'm just frustrated.
Ok, this blog is not supposed to be for that. It's supposed to be for daily activities.
So here they are:
Saturday: Matinee and evening show of All's Well
Sunday: early AM understudy rehearsal, matinee, and evening show of As You Like It.

There you go.